I’ve found a real gem in Columbia: the public library. I’ve been going there so often to check out CDs and audio tapes along with books I want to read but cannot afford to buy for myself. The library here doesn’t even have late fees! As long as you bring it back eventually, they don’t mind. The library has such a wonderful CD collection. I’ve check out several of Devendra Banhart’s cds, my favorite being Smokey Rolls Down Thunder Canyon. It’s a beautiful album. I’ve been listening to it late at night, really clearing my mind by writing in my journal somewhat daily. Joel, Luke’s younger brother, is very talented so I asked him to make me a journal (from a cover of a vintage children’s book I found on the side of the road) because he took a book making class this summer. It such a beautiful journal, very inspiring to write in.
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I’ve felt a bit overwhelmed lately. I’ve been spending a lot of time with Luke (I love it, I’m not complaining!), but I haven’t had enough “me” time to really delve into my creative projects. We decided, yesterday, to spend the day alone & really focus on ourselves. It was an enjoyable afternoon of folding clothes, doing a bit of homework, & making curtains for my room. That night- Katie, Anna, & I made dinner & talked for awhile. I got to bed early & felt so good this morning. Autumn is flirting with Missouri; the weather is in the mid-50s. It’s so nice & I hope it lasts for awhile.
Such a beautiful day!
Lately, Luke & I have been adventuring off to the Farmer’s Market on Saturday mornings to buy bags & bags of produce. It’s so enjoyable to spend that time with him, early in the morning because it really relaxes me before my hectic day of work. We usually spend around $30 together each time we go; after a month, that’s $120. For us, as poor college students, that’s quite a bit of money. Through this experience of living with two ladies, Anna & Katie, who eat very healthy, I’ve realized the importance of eating well, too. It isn’t only about what you put into your body; it’s the importance of where you buy your food & the relationships you create with the people who grow your food, too. Luke found a farmer, last week at the Farmer’s Market, that participates in CSA groups in Columbia. He only charges $90 a month (10 lbs. of fruits, veggies, & herbs each week) which we split between two homes. I now only pay around $17 a month. Luke & I, when we picked up our 10 pounds of delicious apples, cucumbers, red & green bell peppers, squash, corn, & other produce, were really able to connect with our farmer (Guy is his name) who grows & really cares for the food he’s giving to people.
I’m just really trying to understand the connection I have with humanity. The idea of transporting produce from thousands of miles away from me to a supermarket just doesn’t make sense. Also, by eating whatever is in the bag we pick up, it’s not only a surprise but I’m eating the way people decades ago did- with the seasons.
It’s so exciting!