In this space, I try to be optimistic. I write, mostly, of inspirations, of good days & of lovely encounters with others. Lets be honest, though- none of these things have been a part of my life these past few weeks. I’ve gone through the routines of daily life without feelings, without appreciating. I’ve only felt sad & lonely.
Walking down to the creek, I felt broken & unworthy. But- walking into the freezing water, I looked around & realized all that I had forgotten. During my baptism, as my body was pushed under & then lifted back up again, I felt the weight of my sin lifted. Once again, I was forgiven & forever I will be. As life becomes hectic & filled with “must do’s” & “need to do’s,” I push Him away first, but he never does- He celebrates who I am & loves unconditionally.
I am thankful.
I am thankful for His love, His immeasurable beauty, His forgiveness.
I am thankful for my family, my {friends}, my {love}.
I am thankful for expression of art- beading, photography, writings.
I am thankful for the harvesting of the earth, good food, & creative adventures into a simpler life.
Finally, I am finished with classes! I am so ready to enjoy summer days spent in the garden & summer nights out on the back porch with him. And with all of my (much needed!) free time, I’ve started to really focus on the wedding.
I haven’t spent much time writing or even thinking about the wedding. I believe that it is important to focus on the relationship & future I am cultivating with Luke. But- with less than three months- a girl starts to dream about that day. I know it will be a beautiful day for both of us to express our love & celebrate!
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So, I would like to share with you a wonderful {blog} that a friend from work shared with me. She has wonderful taste & offers great advice on making the most of a wedding budget.
I hope you enjoy the rest of your evening! I plan to relax & eventually clean my bedroom.