In this space, I try to be optimistic. I write, mostly, of inspirations, of good days & of lovely encounters with others. Lets be honest, though- none of these things have been a part of my life these past few weeks. I’ve gone through the routines of daily life without feelings, without appreciating. I’ve only felt sad & lonely.
Walking down to the creek, I felt broken & unworthy. But- walking into the freezing water, I looked around & realized all that I had forgotten. During my baptism, as my body was pushed under & then lifted back up again, I felt the weight of my sin lifted. Once again, I was forgiven & forever I will be. As life becomes hectic & filled with “must do’s” & “need to do’s,” I push Him away first, but he never does- He celebrates who I am & loves unconditionally.
I am thankful.
I am thankful for His love, His immeasurable beauty, His forgiveness.
I am thankful for expression of art- beading, photography, writings.
I am thankful for the harvesting of the earth, good food, & creative adventures into a simpler life.
thank you all for reading.
love,
Natalie